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Would she make the leap of faith?


She stood at the precipice, unsure and uncertain. He stood on the other side waiting patiently, his hand outstretched.

The precipice was deep, its walls steep and daunting. But it wasn’t that wide, jumping over it would be tough but manageable. She looked over her shoulder, a seemingly happy and content world. She looked at the other side, a mist hung there, dark and murky. But he was there with promise of life as it is meant to be. Contentment and fulfillment in every moment.

Would she make the leap of faith?

She took a deep breath and introspected. She had herself almost convinced that her world was complete and safe. But deep down, she knew that beneath the sham of a busy life and feigned euphoria was a compromise. A compromise on her happiness and the life she silently coveted and aspired for.

[Whom are we kidding?! Don’t we all paint a picture-perfect illusion of perfection!?]

She did too. And it stood just across on the other side of the crevice.

Would she make the leap of faith?

Being a realist she knew nothing is perfect. If she made the jump, the other side would be most of the things she’d ever wanted but not all. Exactly what all, she could only guess at being on the opposite side. What she had was a safe and easy option, “things here are okay!she reminded herself, “but just okay, not great when they could bechipped in her subconscious. “Hush hushshe chided herself and thought on.

Would she make the leap of faith?

You get some, you lose some. She knew that to gain all that stood just a jump away, she’d have to let go off her compromise and all those linked with it. She was afraid and uncertain. The mist on the other side was scary; but it wasn’t the fear of the unknown that stayed her feet rather it was her own acceptance of the fact that she put herself over all. [Curious, indeed, are the follies of the pure]

Would she make the leap of faith?

She felt like Pandora but with a difference. She could choose not to open the box and force herself into an illusion of contentment or open the box and brace for her world to turn topsy-turvy. For along with great joys there would be pain but he’d promised to be there through it all, always un-deterring.

Isn’t inaction a crime?!her subconscious asked. “But what do I do, what is right?she asked, ”The answer lies with your heartcame the reply “Just open up to it without fear and you’ll feel it. She took a deep breath and smiled. She knew.

What was wrong, what was right,

The compromise strong or the promise bright,

The risks and the choice were hers to take,

Would she make the leap of faith?


Baahar ujaala hai.....andar veeraana...



Kal ek savera hai, jis tak jaana hai,
Raasta andhera hai, lekin paar to paana hai,
Mod hai ye ajeeb kash-m-kash ka,
Lekin kashti ko kinare tak to pahunchana hai.

Dedicated to the miseries that I see sown deep in those few whom I love deeply. Keep faith, this is life and remember, there shall always be a few who care. Inspiration, as so many times before, came from Varunda.

Kya main galat hu?

Kwahish hai jeene ki, paane ki, muskurane ki,
To kya main galat hu,
Aarzoo hai tujhko baahon me thaamne ki,
To kya main galat hu,
Lafzon me baya(n) nahi ho pati kahani meri,
To kya main galat hu,
Tu sahi na ho chahe, maanta hu agar har baat teri,
To kya main galat hu,
Ishq me agar khud ko karta jaa raha hu fanaa,
To kya main galat hu,
Bin ummeed ke bhi dil me agar bachi hai ek tamanna,
To kya main galat hu,
Ek saa(n)s bhi lu to aaye agar teri khushboo,
To kya main galat hu,
Tujhko paane ke liye aaj agar badalna chahu,
To kya main galat hu,
Batao, kya main galat hu?

Foggy Dreams and the Reality..



The room is foggy and the lights are dim,
And we brood about our darkest desires and eccentric whims,
Whom we lust and whom we love share in between a thin line,
Who I want but who, really, is mine,
The one we love, the only one,
Is not in our fate and the light is gone,
From our eyes and our soul is sundered,
But a mask we keep and the pain is under,
For us and only us...
 
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